I'm worrying. My doctor said that I need to worry less and eat more. I have always been a worrier, but I've always had somethingto take my mind off of my troubles. At this point in my life, I have little to take my mind off worrying. I worry about David and I worry about our marriage. I'm scared for when he comes home. I have heard so many warnings about how different I will be and how different he will be when he gets back and how it will be to adjust back to one another. I know that we will be a little different, I think it's a given. We have gone through different circumstances and have led different lives for 6 months now. I hope that he comes home and we adjust back to each other and move on with the beautiful lives that we had pre-Afghanistan. I love David with all my heart and I want things to continue to be happy. I want to share my everyday with him and I want him to share his with me. We are in such different worlds that it's hard to right now, but I have faith that in the end, we will be happy and in love.
**David Update**
David is up bright and early already! He is off to the gym and then off to work!!
David, I pray that we are more in love with each other than ever when you come home. I can't wait to have you back in this house with me. I miss you every moment.
I'm here, in our lonely house, waiting for you to come home to me.
I love you David.
Kristin~You will have had different experiences, but your love is strong and something that 6 months apart doesn't change. The anticipation is high before the return, but the reunion is better! Just take it one day at a time like you have for the last six months and it will be wonderful! ~Angela
ReplyDelete