{home sweet home}

Well, I'm sure you've all been wondering...life is GREAT!  My husband is home and life feels better.  I don't even know where to begin with what has happened over the past week, so I've decided to add photos of the past events.


11 AM Easter Morning -- David and his Company return to Camp Lejeune...

A couple days later -- David's parents come to town to see him and we had his platoon over for an afternoon cookout....

That first weekend -- David has to say goodbye to his new family.  The men and women of 1st Platoon.  They have been his best friends and family for the past 7 months, they were his everything.  He learned so much from these Marines and wouldn't change them for anything.  As David would say, "Gone but never forgotten". 

After a few days of having my husband back, my fellow Supp BN wives got their husbands back too!  David and I helped with some homecoming prep at 1 AM then headed back to Camp Lejeune to welcome more Marines home!

Sofia & Brian :: David & Myself :: Joe & Angela :: Teri & Michael :: Corrina & Dan

WELCOME HOME!

{HAPPY EASTER!}

Happy Easter everyone!  I love all of you and hope that you have a beautiful day, whether you celebrate Easter or not!!

I love you David.  

{NC}

Can I just say again that I have made some great friends here in the good 'ol NC and that I kind of like it here?  I just had a great time tonight with even greater friends!  Thanks for everything that you have done and do for me. I can't imagine being here and having better friends.

This guy, yea, he lives on my porch with his 10 brothers and sisters.

Yupp, this is the back of my neighborhood.

I also find this on daily walks.

**David Update**

Life is good for David.  I got a brief e-mail from him this morning, but it sounded like all is well!

David, I beyond ready for you to come home.  So many things to show you, to tell you, to do with you, just so much!  Hurry it up and get you butt back to the States!

I'm here, bored without you, waiting for you to come home.

I love you David.  

{remember}

I can't but want to remember what life is like with David.  I have made my life here, without him.  I have to fit him back in.  I have no fear that David will fit in and we will be fine.  I just want to know what it's like.  What it's like to be held, to be kissed, to be loved, to be taken care of, to be protected.  I need all of that again.  I don't want to be married to myself anyone.  I got married so that I would have a partner, not to live life alone.  My partner is coming back and I can't wait.  It's more like a feeling of relief more than anything.  Relief that I don't have to do this all by myself anymore.  I'm ready for this to be over.

**David Update**

He is still working hard!  I wouldn't expect much less from him!

David, enough said.  We wives miss our husbands and think it's time to come home. 

I'm here, eating Goldfish, waiting for you to come home to me. 

I love you David.

{miss him}

I miss my husband...

{good men}

When was the last time that you helped someone on purpose?  When was the last time you did something for the common good of humanity?  When was the last time that you did good?

I think that sometimes life can be hard on us and we don't want to give but would rather receive.  We want the handouts, we want to be helped, for someone to hold our hand along the way, but do we always know when to give?  Whether we want to or not?  It's hard to always be willing and able to give to others, to do good.  We can't sit back and let the craziness that society teaches us and let it rule our world.  We know the difference between right and wrong and good and evil, so let's practice it.  One day at a time.  Ward off the enemies and do what's right.  We want to live in a world that is peaceful and happy, so let's make it that way.  Start small and don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't make a difference.

I just wanted to also send a little special thank you to the Marines and their families that are deployed right now, you have no idea how much good you are doing, home and away.  I love you and am proud of you all.  You are the good men trying to ensure that evil doesn't triumph.

**David Update**

I only received a brief e-mail from David today that said he loves me!  I'm assuming he is busy with more paperwork and working out.  Also the lack of internet in his new sleeping quarters doesn't seem to help matters any.  

A few of those Good Men.

David, I think the house is getting cleaner.  My to-do list gets longer and longer by the day, but when Tina and I are done at the gym, we always seem to talk ourselves into doing something unproductive!  Love Her!  :)

I'm here, sunburned, waiting for you to come home to me.

I love you David.  

{laugh}

Since you all know that I enjoy laughing, I thought I would share some funny things that I found on the internet thanks to Pinterest!!

Well, I hope that made you at least smile!!

**David Update**

I have no update as I have not talked to him yet today!  I hope all is well and life is treating those Marines alright!  

David, I can't wait till you come home and every time I find something hilarious on the internet I can show you!  I know that you are excited for it too!!

I'm here, loving the internet, waiting for you to come home.

I love you David.  

{annoyed}

I think I'm tired of being tired.  I'm not sure why I always want to run my body into the ground; and in all honesty, I'm really not that busy.  I just think that my body hates me, I have always been quick to be exhausted, I'm not sure why I thought it would ever change.  Then, just when I think I will lay down to sleep, or worse, go to bed, I get an urge to do something, something that I obviously need to do right then.  So stupid.  My brain and my body don't ever seem to work in conjunction with each other.  I'm so annoyed with myself...

**David Update**

David is finished with all of his missions (that I know of) in The 'Stan.  He and his Marines are coming home safely.  Here are some photos that I have received recently!  Enjoy!

David at his promotion ceremony.

Mom and Dad.

With the Big Dog.

Thumbs up for a good job!

Man love.

David, I can't wait for you to be home sometime this month.  It's getting so close to having you home and your Marines being home with their families too.  Ah!  So exciting!

I'm here, so exhausted, waiting for you to come home.

I love you David. 

PS -- Ugh, I just love that smile.  (Go ahead, scroll back up and check it out, it will make you melt!)

{from david}

Here is an e-mail that I received from David from not too long ago.  We were talking about how he feels about leaving Afghanistan.


"I am honestly just happy I am going to bring all my Marines home unharmed, for the most part. Alive. Such a relief. didn't realize how much it stressed me out until I realized how happy I was to be back inside Camp LNK. No more trips outside the wire, out with the Taliban. I'll be home in one piece, and so will the Marines."


I think this simple e-mail speaks so loudly about the type of man that David is.  Not that he feels like he personally impacted the war, not that he is did a good job and got awards, but rather that he was responsible for the safety and lives of other men and women, and in that responsibility, he succeeded.  David is a good man and I hope that he boss feels the same way about him as David does about his Marines.  

We're so proud of you all!

**David Update**

I think that David and his Marines are in their last stages of getting ready to come back home to the states!  They will be here within the next 30 days!  

David, I say this not because I am married to you, but because I appreciate and admire someone with good character; You are a one of a kind man, you have made an impact on people's lives and all of their families, those Marines, and their families, hopefully know how lucky they are to have someone like you.  

I'm here, so very tired, waiting for you to come home.

I love you David.  

{want}

I'm sure that all of you wives know what I'm talking about when I say that I just want my husband back.  I just want him around.  I want him to be here for everything that happens, I want him to be here so that I can tell all my stupid stories to him, I want him here to protect me while I sleep.  It's crazy how we can get used to life without them and function normally on our own, but in a split second, we want them back.  We need them here. They are our lives, they are part of our souls.  We miss them like we would miss a limb, that are innately a part of us. 

**David Update**

Still no word!  I hope that all is well in the Stan!

David, I'm so ready to have you home.  I miss everything about you.  

I'm here, on the hammock, waiting for you to come home.

I love you David.  

{perpetual happiness}

I'm back on my kick (that actually never went away) of always being happy and finding ways to be happy.  When I'm in a funk for a day or two, I hate it!  I love being happy and surrounding myself with happy and fun people.  I will be trying to find a way to always be in a good mood, and when I find the answer, I will share it with you! 

Love this shot of pure happiness!!

I found this list and think that a lot of them do apply to being happy!

Let's talk about these:

1.  Accept it!  When things don't go your way or you don't like the way life is happening, shrug your shoulders and say "well, it happened" and move on!  Deal with the problem.  It's not always about fixing life, it's about living the life that you are handed.

2. Ugh, get rid of those people!  Don't let them drag you down!  Don't let them suck you into their drama and negativity!  Free yourself!

3. DUH!  We just talked about this.....DANCE!

4. Oh man.  Running.  I will say that it's not my favorite thing in the world, but it does give you a sense of accomplishment.  BUT, a nice relaxing walk will do the same thing!  Get outside and enjoy the environment!

5.  I love phone calls.  I love talking to the very best of my friends.  If you haven't had a phone conversation for 30 minutes or longer recently, get to it!  Laugh, tell unimportant stories, get advice, give advice, reconnect.  

6.  I have said it before and will say it again, you never know whose day you might make a little brighter, whose life you might change.

7.  Send a note, a text, a FB message to someone today.  Brighten their day and you will feel better too!  

8.  We all have faults, we all have parts of our bodies we hate, parts of our mind we hate, things that we would change.  Get those out of your head!  Focus on the good things and perfect them, eventually the bad things will phase themselves out!

9.  Take some time for yourself!  I just did that and cried my eyes out for 2 solid hours while watching "P.S., I love you".  What's your favorite movie?  Dig it out and snuggle up on your couch!

10.  You.  Are.  A.  Maz.  Ing.  Remember that.  I hope and pray that you have someone in your life to tell you that.  If you don't, you let me know.  I know that each and every one of you is beautiful.  I love you.

*David Update**

I have no idea!  I haven't heard from David today.  As you are aware, that could mean a multitude of various things.  We'll see!  He is coming home SO SOON!

David, you make my life happier and constantly remind me that I am beautiful inside and out.  

I'm here, impatiently waiting for you to come home.

I love you David.  

{team tankk}

Team TANKK is the name that my neighbors and I have made for our little family!  Tonight was great!  I took the girl to gymnastics, then we had a nice spaghetti dinner, then this happened...

Yupp, that's me, then the 10 year old girl...the 12 year old boy...and riding high is the baby!  They have kept me afloat during the deployment and I owe much to their family.  I love them and am glad that they were placed in my life.  Such great times!

**David Update**

I have no update!  I haven't heard from him today!  I'm sure he is working out and doing paperwork per the usual!

David, you need to come home.  So many fun things happening without you!  Hurry!!

I'm here, sweaty from fun, waiting for you to come home.

I love you David.  

{relief}

Well folks, David will be home within the next few weeks.  Our 7 month deployment is coming to an end and I can say I'm not sad to see it go.  I have made some amazing friends, had some great times and found my place here in NC.  With all that said, I miss my husband.  I, as well as everyone else, missed their loved one.  I miss him everyday and every night.  I'm still not to the excited point yet.  I don't think that will come for me until I'm standing on that lawn and the buses roll around the corner and I can see his face.  Right now, I'm anticipating relief.  Relief of just being together again, to not be on my own, to not sleep alone.  Relief that I don't have to sit in my car because I don't want to go be in this house by myself.  I'm relieved to have my life back.

**David Update**

Congratulations to my newly promoted husband, 1st Lieutenant Cook!  

David, it will be so nice to have you back home. 

I'm here, tired of being alone, waiting for you to come back home.  

I love you David   

{family time}

My mom and brother left this morning on their way back to Ohio.  As crazy as my mother (and brother) can drive me sometimes it was good to have them in town.  I am glad that my old family got to meet my new family here in NC.  I love when my worlds get to collide, I wish I could have my old life and my new life together!  I want to have my life and eat it too!  I have a wonderful life.

I love my life.  Sometimes I complain about it and think it can't get worse, but in the end, I still love it.  I am surrounded by wonderful people and am constantly on a mission to be happy.  I want you to love your life too.  I want you to constantly be on a mission to be happy.  I love you and wish you a lifetime worth of happiness. 

**David Update**

I got a phone call from David today!  It was great to hear his voice.  He said that all is well in Afghanistan.  DAVID GETS PROMOTED TOMORROW!  He will be 1st Lt. Cook!  So proud!

David, I'm proud of you.

I'm here, so exhausted, waiting for you to come home.

I love you David.  

{more happiness}

I like being positive.  I like smiling.  I like dancing.  I like improving.  I like my religion.  I like being me.  I like feeling comfortable in my skin.  I like being happy.

I think I need this on a t-shirt, on a print in my house, or even written across my forehead.  These are some great principles to live our lives by.  All of them good in nature and will make you pure of heart.  Live by these rules and assuredly you will be happier!  People will me more attracted to you and you will love you more!  Isn't it amazing that such simplistic ideals can change our lives?  How one smile, one thank you, one giggle, one act of love can change someone's day, or even life?  You are touching people's lives everyday and you might not even know it!  Be the best that you can be, and I will be too.  

**David Update**

Our communication has been short since his availability to the internet is less frequent than it has been.  David did say that all is well with him and that he advanced to the next level of MCMAP (Marine Corps Martial Arts).  Congratulations!  2 days till promotion!

David, I'm so proud of you and everything that you have done and are doing.  I can't wait to have you back as a part of my life.  

I'm here, hanging out with my mama, waiting for you to come back home.

I love you David.  

{dancing}

Do you love to dance like I do?  I mean, really love it?  Gotta do it all the time?  Busting moves in your car...while sitting....and you still look good?  I can totally relate!  As I was blaring Lupe Fiasco in my bedroom tonight dancing around like a fool, it hit me; am I ever going to get too old or tired of dancing around like a freak?  I mean, I get it, to the point I could pop a joint with any given move.  I'm not going to say I'm a bad dancer, I'm going to say I'm a phenomenal dancer.

I think that tomorrow you should just break into dance.  Randomly.  When you need it the most.  Maybe you need a pick me up or maybe you're in a great mood and just need to interpret your mood to everyone else (through dance, duh).  I promise you that when you do bust it out (or even think about it, because you're too chicken to actually do it) you will be in a better mood instantaneously!  Put your favorite song in your headphones, on your house stereo, in your car, and dance.  Make yourself sweat!  This is a key to a happy life.  If you need a great song, use this one, it's been my obsession for days now...

 

I'm just saying, you will be dancing... Have fun!!

**David Update**

Since David does not have internet in his barracks, we communicate much less than we did prior to the move to the tent.  We haven't talked today, I hope and pray that all is well in Afghanistan!

David....I know you will be dancing, I don't even doubt your abilities...best dancer (next to me, of course)!

I'm here, with a little Lupe Fiasco, waiting for you to come home.

I love you David.  

{my friends}

I have made some great friends here in NC.  I can't wait for my worlds to collide!  David will get to meet all my friends very shortly!  I'm excited that he will get to know what my life has been like and who has been filling it for months now.

My heart is big and I have filled it with friends.  Friends who need me and friends who I need.  Life is filled with two-way streets and these streets have treated me well.  I fit with all my friends in all difference capacities.  Some friends fill everything and some fill just a part, but even the smallest part is so important.  

**David Update**

Now that he is in the tent instead of his old barracks, I will hear less from his.  He sent me a quick e-mail from his office today saying that he was catching up on work and has gotten a lot accomplished.  

David, come home.  I love my friends and can't wait for you to meet them.  They have no idea how wonderful of a person you are!  I hope that they still want to be my friend after they meet you!!

I'm here, with wine, waiting for you to come home to me.

I love you David.  

{thinking}

So, as you all know I have made my deployment to-do list several times, well it has been made again.  But here's my problem.  I think too much!!

Most of you were probably raised, as I was, to know that thinking is critical in life.  Well, in my life, thinking can sometimes be dangerous.  It leads me to problems I didn't even think I had!  Once I have created more problems and more to-dos for myself, I totally begin to stress more than I was in the first place!  My mind creates this vicious cycle for myself all the time.  My brain is nuts and I'm not sure that it will ever change!  I wish I could think less and just do more sometimes.  Everything that I finish, I have come up with 7 more projects that need to be accomplished.  This is just crazy, but thank goodness that my mother (who is definitely as crazy, if not crazier than myself) will be here tomorrow to help with my life!  Love her!

**David Update**

None!  I haven't heard from him.  Please keep David and all Marines of GSMT in your thoughts and prayers!

David, I can't believe that you can even put up with my crazy head!  I can't barely keep up!

I'm here, with a LONG list, waiting for you to come home.

I love you David.  

{weirdness}

Needless to say, I'm a little particular about things in my life and my life in general.  I like things to happen a certain way, I like things to be set a certain way and I like things to go in my order.  Whether you can see it about me or not, deep inside I'm a little OCD (self-prescribed).  Not many people in my life completely get me and put up with my craziness.

These people in my life who totally get me, I will say that it's true love.  I love these relationships.  People who know everything little thing that makes me cringe and prevent it, they are my true lovers!

One of these people is my husband!

(giraffe neck)

**David Update**

I haven't heard from him today.  I hope all is well in the Stan!

David, come home.  You know me so well and put up with all my craziness!  I need that back!

I'm here, with dry hands, waiting for you to come home.

I love you David.  

{cousin time}

Just got home from a little trip to Wilmington to pick up one of the cousins!  This is the kick-off to the crazy couple months I am about to have.  Let the good times begin!

You just never know where he might pop up... :)

**David Update**

I got to speak with David on the phone today!  He is good, but still working hard!  He had a meeting with a higher officer about his career and goals and that went well, he also was moved out of his barracks into the tent.  The tent is sleeping quarters for those who are on their way out of country!  Yay!  

David, I wish you could be here to hang out with the cousin and I, but we will have lots of fun in your honor!

I'm here, so tired, waiting for you to come home.

I love you David.